Living the Dream
So it's been a few days since I've posted. The good news is that I spent those days making memories and actually living life.
12/12 my friend came in to stay with me. I haven't seen him in over a year. He graduated with Computer Animation and has been working in Montreal this past year. We used to be roommates. We really get along and he's an amazing human being.
12/13 I was going back and forth on whether or not to make Board Game night after work. I ended up not going. I was tired emotionally because I had a lot of people interaction this week that my introverted side needed to be fed.
12/14 I got to meet up with my friend again who came in from out of town. He actually came into town because there was an anime convention called Holiday Matsuri this weekend. He rented a hotel room with some friends and stayed at the host hotel all weekend. I had a really fun time spending time with them. As much fun as it was, it did make me re-evaluate what I wanted to do with my time. The crowd was definitely more teenager and 20s. I saw a few people who could have been in their 30s or older. But ya, the scene was definitely for the younger crowd. That's not something I want to keep myself surrounded with. Still, it was a good time and I had good company. I tend to live in my head a lot and I need times where I just need to live. That is one thing I learned from my time yesterday is that I have so many regrets of just not living. I have so many years of my youth that I felt I just wasted. Too late now. But I do need to get out of my comfort zone.
12/15 (today) my friend and one of his friends that went to the convention ended up stopping by because the check out time from their hotel was 11 a.m. and the other friend had a flight at the airport but not until 8:30. They literally stopped by around 2:30 and were so tired from the weekend they ended up falling asleep until almost 6 p.m. when they had to go to the airport. Even though I barely saw them it was surprisingly very nice going about my day knowing there were good people in my place. I'm so used to it just being me and my dog. I'm actually really sad right now and I miss having company over already. There's definitely something emotionally wrong with me. I get too attached and am way too sentimental.
12/12 my friend came in to stay with me. I haven't seen him in over a year. He graduated with Computer Animation and has been working in Montreal this past year. We used to be roommates. We really get along and he's an amazing human being.
12/13 I was going back and forth on whether or not to make Board Game night after work. I ended up not going. I was tired emotionally because I had a lot of people interaction this week that my introverted side needed to be fed.
12/14 I got to meet up with my friend again who came in from out of town. He actually came into town because there was an anime convention called Holiday Matsuri this weekend. He rented a hotel room with some friends and stayed at the host hotel all weekend. I had a really fun time spending time with them. As much fun as it was, it did make me re-evaluate what I wanted to do with my time. The crowd was definitely more teenager and 20s. I saw a few people who could have been in their 30s or older. But ya, the scene was definitely for the younger crowd. That's not something I want to keep myself surrounded with. Still, it was a good time and I had good company. I tend to live in my head a lot and I need times where I just need to live. That is one thing I learned from my time yesterday is that I have so many regrets of just not living. I have so many years of my youth that I felt I just wasted. Too late now. But I do need to get out of my comfort zone.
12/15 (today) my friend and one of his friends that went to the convention ended up stopping by because the check out time from their hotel was 11 a.m. and the other friend had a flight at the airport but not until 8:30. They literally stopped by around 2:30 and were so tired from the weekend they ended up falling asleep until almost 6 p.m. when they had to go to the airport. Even though I barely saw them it was surprisingly very nice going about my day knowing there were good people in my place. I'm so used to it just being me and my dog. I'm actually really sad right now and I miss having company over already. There's definitely something emotionally wrong with me. I get too attached and am way too sentimental.
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