My Last Year

On Saturday January 4th I was going through OK Cupid and I ran into Elizabeth's profile. I could tell it had been updated, too. I knew there was a good possibility that she was open to dating again, but to actually see her profile and have it confirmed really really hurt. Her first line in her summary was "I'm ready to have some fun!" I know it doesn't automatically mean sexually, but still. As much as people warned me about her and still tell me how she's not good for me I can't help but still feel attached to her. You really can't help who you love. I can't help that I love her.

I want to personally wish anyone reading this Happy New Year! I hope you have a happy and blessed 2020. This post will be a work in progress. I will probably be editing it often. Personal, Philosophical Goals: - Find my "anchor" Goals for 2020: - Get to my ideal weight (about 160 lbs) - Cook regularly - Organize my papers and other miscellaneous items in my house - Take Oliver to see snow. Take him to explore new places. Make memories - Pay off this loan to consolidate my credit card bills from 2018. - Run a half marathon