OK Cupid

On Saturday January 4th I was going through OK Cupid and I ran into Elizabeth's profile. I could tell it had been updated, too. I knew there was a good possibility that she was open to dating again, but to actually see her profile and have it confirmed really really hurt. Her first line in her summary was "I'm ready to have some fun!" I know it doesn't automatically mean sexually, but still.

As much as people warned me about her and still tell me how she's not good for me I can't help but still feel attached to her. You really can't help who you love. I can't help that I love her.

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