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354 days until I turn 40. I'm 11 days into my final year in my 30s.
I really need a plan of attack on what I'm looking to do with this year. That will probably be my goal for tomorrow is to brainstorm a few things. I know I don't want to travel or focus on activities that I've always wanted to do. That would probably be what most people would want to do. I actually would feel more fulfilled if I bettered myself and set foundations to help welcome me in my 40s. Unfortunately I don't have the brain power to do that today. It's almost 11 p.m. and I worked an 11 hour shift.
I will say that I met someone through work today. I work as an online advisor at a private university. There was a student that called in who lost her father over the summer. I found out she lost her mother in 2017. It was so easy to talk to this women. Also, she was 4 months older than me so I felt comfortable knowing she knew the struggle of facing the milestone that waits for us in 2020. Her name is Stephanie. So a bit of a confession, I looked through her file and found out what she looks like. She is actually very attractive. Too bad she lives in Los Angeles. Still, it was nice to be able to connect with someone in that way. I asked if it was ok if I follow up with her again in a few weeks to see how she was doing and she said she would appreciate that. I hope that we will be able to keep in touch. I haven't had the best luck with online dating and all the rejections have actually started taking their toll on my confidence and self-esteem.
I'll keep this post short. Even though I want to sleep, I want to have something memorable from today. I'm going to take my dog for a long walk before I officially close out another day in my life.
I really need a plan of attack on what I'm looking to do with this year. That will probably be my goal for tomorrow is to brainstorm a few things. I know I don't want to travel or focus on activities that I've always wanted to do. That would probably be what most people would want to do. I actually would feel more fulfilled if I bettered myself and set foundations to help welcome me in my 40s. Unfortunately I don't have the brain power to do that today. It's almost 11 p.m. and I worked an 11 hour shift.
I will say that I met someone through work today. I work as an online advisor at a private university. There was a student that called in who lost her father over the summer. I found out she lost her mother in 2017. It was so easy to talk to this women. Also, she was 4 months older than me so I felt comfortable knowing she knew the struggle of facing the milestone that waits for us in 2020. Her name is Stephanie. So a bit of a confession, I looked through her file and found out what she looks like. She is actually very attractive. Too bad she lives in Los Angeles. Still, it was nice to be able to connect with someone in that way. I asked if it was ok if I follow up with her again in a few weeks to see how she was doing and she said she would appreciate that. I hope that we will be able to keep in touch. I haven't had the best luck with online dating and all the rejections have actually started taking their toll on my confidence and self-esteem.
I'll keep this post short. Even though I want to sleep, I want to have something memorable from today. I'm going to take my dog for a long walk before I officially close out another day in my life.
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